My dad is getting weaker. Not sure due to what. Is it because of the cough he had? Is it because the day he fell down accidentally because I did not watch him? I’m so worried right now. It’s my fault for not watching my dad properly when he was standing while holding the grill from the door.

First few days he said his back hurts. But after a while, he said it’s not pain anymore but then he’s weak. Fuck myself for being so careless. I hate myself now. I really do. Hope these few days he will get better.